Lost Soul

A child's pain. An adult's journey.

There is a silence that grows in the bones of a child who is told she is a mistake. Elizabeth Ostler carried that silence for decades. This is the story of its shattering. A raw, unvarnished excavation of memory, where the forgotten horrors of a Dutch childhood rise like ghosts to be finally faced. This is not a gentle memoir. It is a map of hell, drawn in the hand of a woman who refused to let it be her final destination. Her words are a lifeline, forged in fire.

A story of childhood abuse, rejection, and resilience. Find hope, connection, and understanding.

“Survivors are not broken. Healing and self-worth are possible.”

Elizabeth Ostler

Meet the Woman Who Broke the Silence!

Elizabeth Ostler does not just write about surviving childhood trauma—she has lived the journey from silence to strength, and now guides others through their own. Her authority is hard-earned, forged in the fire of her own history. Born in the Netherlands and migrating to Australia with her family in 1967, Elizabeth was the third eldest of eight children and personally endured significant violence during her upbringing. Forced to leave school and work as a teenager, she escaped through the Children’s Court at fifteen, beginning a life of self-reliance that saw her working at a remote truck stop and slowly building her own world from the ground up.

Lost Soul

Lost Soul is the story of a girl who was told she was a mistake, and the woman who spent a lifetime proving that wrong. It begins in the shadowed corners of a childhood home in the Netherlands, where violence was a daily language, and love was deliberately withheld. This unflinching memoir follows Elizabeth Ostler’s journey from that place of profound brokenness, through a courageous escape, and into the decades-long process of piecing a self back together…

You Are Not Alone

If you experienced childhood abuse or neglect, help is available. Support can guide your healing journey.

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